The · One · In · The · Mists

7 July 2008

Love: The Devil
Touchstone: Strength
Career: The Moon

There are a lot of intense emotions around today, dear Nadia. The alliance of the feminine Moon and the masculine Devil indicates a tricky situation, maybe you or someone close to you is playing a double game. There's an atmosphere of concealment, lies even. But it's possible that the jealousy which you or the other person is feeling could be without foundation. Or at least that's what you'll be trying to prove to calm people down! In the work environment, your goals are clear and you know exactly what steps you need to take. Sadly, the same cannot be said of the people around you. In the twilight of the Moon, the people around you are somewhat lost. Their behavior is inconsistent and they create confusion and uncertainty. It’s probably best

Oh amen to that. I do hope that will all change soon though, its getting slightly irritating.

This is why MTV movie awards can be really good at times, and plus Johnny Depp won two awards, but dear God what was he wearing? any why was he chewing gum all the time?



Told you, pure awesomeness.

I cooked a beautiful meal today, i'm very proud of myself.

Can anyone tell me if my background is working, no matter what site i upload it to...nothing. And it used to work perfectly. Bloody annoying.

I will be taking part in that photoshoot on sunday! It should be hard and grilling, but so so fun and good for me. *crosses her fingers*.

A bit later i will post about a great night out, and a great morning. Mario Sunshine away, he, Mario, can be really dumb sometimes tho.

Grown men having relationships with rubber dolls, dressing them, putting make up on them, talking to them, is just a tiny bit creepy. I mean, whatever floats your boat but err it would not seem like everything is right there.
One guy said that at first it was sex, sex and sex but now it is more, now they are there for each other etc.
I'm not the most sociable or popular person in the world, but i'd rather talk to myself..than do that.
After all they are just fecking dolls.  Haha! Get it? xD lol
By the way i was just watching E!, not something more weird.

On wednesday i met up with Dylan and his friend Arabella, and we headed for The Devonshire Arms. I really had an amazing time, we just talked and talked, as well as having a few drinks. It was lovely especially since lately for most of the time, when i try to meet up with someone it does not work out, for whatever reasons. Ah well *sighs*. We talked about mostly seriously things, and it does not fail to surprise me how morbid and bleak i can be. We as a human race are really fucked after all, or in my opinion anyway heh.
Today, me and my mum went out for a lovely meal tonight. We went to a rather cheap Italian place,  a huge pizza there is like £5.40. I had a pizza, baked mushrooms and two scoops of ice cream. When the ice cream came i was ready to explode! But i managed to eat it all! Now for the next five days i wont eat anything at all!

I hate how cute i can be sometimes or girly for that matter, i have been sitting here and making little online dolls instead of going to bed. So this is what i made, not sure how much they look like me, because thats what i tried to do, and if they do, which one looks more like me? =D lol

The Nadia dollie look alikes.
 
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6)  oh yeah, it does look kinda similar.
 

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What? I'm bored! Never!!
But very amused! And, now i am going to bed.
Also today i finished reading H.P. Lovecraft's The Mountain of Madness, not the book but the story and it ended too early! A great read tho.

Nighty night.

The things i hate about myself the most is how easy it can be for me to start talking about really personal things with people who i don't really know.
Maybe just in a way to have the conversation going, in order to make a good point or whatever.
It is just realy annoying sometimes lol.

Today i have went to see where the Writing class i would be starting on wendsday is located, so i dont spend a very long time looking for it on the day. As usual i actually took my time with finding it, because i just get lost sometimes. And i did not see one of the signs at first that was pointing to the building.
Anyway the college is located in a very nice place, not that far from Covent Garden, which has to be one of my favorite places on Earth! There are a bunch of nice bars and cafes around, even a bar that bares the name of Skakspeere's Head! How cool is that?

Even though i have given up my free day to go to this class, and still feel depressed about it, i think it should do me good. Maybe my grades will go up and i will be able to finish all of the stories that i have started!

It's just close to one am, and i feel so dead. What happened to the times where i could just sit up all night doing nothing or sitting at the computer and feeling fine? Good old days.
But i am back to making banners, not sure if that is so good tho o.O as they are keeping me up.

Happy friday everyone.

Why on Earth is Madonna spending so much time with teenagers and trying to be one by appearing in adverts for H&M? Do they realise that it is bad publicity and kinda weird?
Or is Madonna trying to re capture her youth by mixing with lots of young people?

My eye has been twitching for some weeks now, my left arm feels funny and useless. And yes i am rather stressed but its nothing i havent been through before.

Then Today i decided to take some pictures of myself, as i havent done that for some time and they all came out rather bad. So that upset me since i made myself look all pretty, well i did in the mirror.
After the big disappointment i made myself a big bowl of cereal, as i went to settle in i spilled some of it on the floor and on my slippers. Then i was ready to cry lol.
But after watching some of The Amazing Race and not revising i started to feel a bit better.
But still blah.

Oh and i hate it when someone who you spoke to some time ago, does not remember you and introduces themselves. I am that un memorable?

I really want some chocolate, but i have decided not to eat anything like that at the moment. I have said no to bread, chocolate and i'm trying to cut out things like biscuits and cookies out of my diet as well.
Do need to be a bit more fit and a bit slimmer as well.

But i think i'm gonna break soon and buy some chocolate. *evil smile*.

Just two exams left, and i really should be revising or eating right now.

Might have to need a new mother board for my laptop, the pin inside has snapped, and is now in the adapter itself. Does anyone know if i do actually need a new one in such a case? But what they would be charching for everything such as the consultation (to see what kind of a problem there is) would be like £50, one hour's work should be like £50 as well and the mother board might be from £200 to £400. I just cant afford that at all at the time.

I should have backed up all of mine files and documents =[ and i think i broke the laptop too =[ .

But that is not the point of this entry lol.
People dont really update these things a lot, or often often hehe and i like reading things and opinions of others or just whatever. But that may be because i havent got a life lol.
Everyone should say something random and lovely now ^_^ .

The last few days brought a few new things, like talking to people that i have not spoken to for some time. It was really sweet to talk to someone i used to go to school with, and we really havent spoken for the last 7 or more months, and before that after meeting again after some 3 years we havent spoken that much either. So even if he only said hi to me because there was no one else to talk to, it was still nice and we kinda connected i guess.
Then there are few other people, like a friend from uni, i guess if it would actually lead to somewhere...like spending more time talking and going out to places.
But then again, its not working that well with few other people i have tried to re connect, ah well, cant win them all hehe.

I have just uploaded a new layout, it may not be so different from the old one but i like it. Actually i just used the old one but modified it lots!
So tell me what you think =] .